Sometimes it hard to look at change and decide if it is an
end or a beginning. One end is another
beginning. Beginnings and endings are at times sudden and others happen in slow motion - a change may take a second or decades.
I love the new beginning each day. I get up before the sun – make coffee and
breakfast – read the news – talk with Judy about plans for the day… We check to
see who is feeding at the bird feeder and listen for White Crown sparrow songs…
Isn’t it grand to have a new beginning each day?!
Ah Sunrise! |
November is the start of the season of first rain in Northern
California… So far one inch has fallen since the start of the rain year in July. Waiting for the new beginning is exasperating…
I get impatient.
This time of year trees can no longer hold on to the leaves of summer –leaf
nutrients are sucked down into the roots, color changes from green to golden and
brown and they fall. For the leaves it
is a new beginning… they are soon digested into compost, and the minerals and
cell chemicals will be taken up by a myriad of growing things “next season”.
End or beginning? |
Granny Smith Apples and Persimmons are ripening – also Quince… The new crop of
oranges are slowly gaining in sweetness…
I love picking fruit from my trees. I share some of the fruit with my resident Scrub Jays –actually they help themselves. But they never take too much
– Except I get really pushy when it comes to them eating my figs.
My beloved Granny Smith |
For Republicans
this is the start of new possibilities in the U.S. Congress. I ask them only to remember to not be driven by the wishes of the wealthiest 1% in America. Remember the “ tired, your poor, the huddled masses yearning
to breathe free,” Remember the destructive effects of low wages and hunger on the
vitality of America. Remember that the environment should trump private profit. Remember the quote on the Statue of Liberty:http://www.upworthy.com/give-me-your-tired-your-poor-your-huddled-masses-yearning-to-breathe-free
"Those who deny freedom to others deserve it not for themselves, and under a just God, can not long retain it." |
I end my trekking around on a kneeling
scooter today! The scooter has been a blessing but is so
cumbersome. I have graduated to a 'black boot' - which is lighter and can be removed for showers and sleep at night. I was told to walk on it. But this is a new skill to be learned - right now it is painful and even with a cane I hobble along slowly. I start physical therapy next week... I am eager to get myself back into condition for hiking mountain trails again!
The storm system that drives this wave occurred 1000s of miles away in Asia- but the energy travelled rapidly through the water all the way to Hawaii |
Some beginnings are gradual – I see my interns and student
teachers about every other week – but that's long enough to see the
implementation of new ideas and the results of willingness to try ‘new things’. A quote I heard this week: “ The only way to
learn how to do this job is to do it.”
Kind of a good formula for life in general.
It is the season of migratory geese, flocks of crows, white
pelicans – some of each will stay around all winter – but the others have built
into their brains cold weather destinations. All the birds seem to know what they are
supposed to do in this season of change.
Transitory pelicans taking a break - Monterrey |
I feel a little sad to end a book that I like a lot– I
become so involved with the lives of the character! When I ended the “Century Trilogy” (a series
of 3 books based on the history of the 20th and 21st century,
involving 4 different generations living in 4 different countries). I felt like
“What? You mean there isn’t any more?...”
I know and care about these people!
Now I have a new beginning – Have you ever laughed with
Aasif Mandvi – a serious/humorous comedian on the show…?
Aasif has an absolutely funny/serious book called “No Lands Man” (My Indian friends will find it especially
funny for some of his inside jokes about growing up Indian in England and the
U.S.) Remarkable man. http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00LWAP6JC?btkr=1
We are now well past the equinox so each evening the sun
leaves us about one minute sooner – and we humans compensate with more lights
in our homes or warm fires burning in fireplaces.
In our backyard the population of insects is nearing a seasonal 'extinction'– Summer was good for them - they increased both in variety and number. I can sit and look out
when the sun if just right and see unidentified insects flying past continually
– non stop… Of course many have been controlled within their own food webs
systems– other insects, birds, lizards… but colder nighttime temperatures will
stop more bugs. Some survivors will find
a safe place and lower their metabolism to near zero and wait out the cold
days. Others survive in the form of egg
clusters hidden in safe locations or buried in the ground.
The universe in a drop of dew |
The only constant in our known physical universe it is change. Things do not cease to exist when they change
form – a muddy wet swamp is transformed into a pristine cumulous cloud, solid
granite mountains change into a white sandy beach, oil buried deep in the
ground is made to travel up a pipe, transformed
into gasoline and turned to release its stored carbon into the air in the form
of CO2.
Change happens slowly in Bodie |
Natural roses are so much more satisfying that plastic or
silk roses. Is the beauty of natural
roses in their transcient-ness? From bud
to first flower – then mature flower – then to fallen petals… But oh the
fragrance that a silk rose can never match.
This week marked the sad death of a close nephew of my daughter
in law Marila and son Peter. The nephew, Bryan had visited us twice, and we
knew him as an inquisitive, thoughtful boy as he was growing up. The fatal accident occurred at night, on
a country road in Northern California. He was only 23, travelling with a friend,
and both killed. We grieve with our daughter-in-law, his parents and grandparents and the many who loved him. It is a sad tragedy for one so young,
entering his best years. Bryan was special.